another satuday night...speciall....
haha.. im drunk again.. just got home.. went to ge see Sharks and mother fucking Sailors tonight @ the proletariat in h-town.. lemme just tell ya.. they fucking rock.. seriously good local shit.. i just hope that my band can actually add to the local talent instead of being just one of those bands that just plays for the sake of playing.. one of those bands that just plays out to play out and keep the sound guy working..
i want to be someone who changes things and moves things in a forward direction.. who knows..?? we may not be that good and we may not pull all the crowds but so far.. things are moving just to my liking.. i mean really, we've only had 2 maybe 3 shows in houston alone and each time we attract more and more of a crowd.. and together as a band we feel more and more confident together.. at least i really do.
When i first me tup w/ these guys my self esteem and confidence was at an all time low.. i was living in what i thought was the most terrible place on earth..(houston).. and i had just broke up w/ a really possesive girl that was all wrong for me.. though i tried one more time to domesticate myself and make a yet again, spur of the moment relationship happen.. im realizing that nobody can make me happy except me.. that may seem narcicistic and selfish in ways.. but i don't think so.. i think that's what a lot of people need to do is follow what they think is right for them, instead of following a dream of someoen else....
anyway, fuck dreams and problems and all that.. im just glad that im finally in a band that i LOVE and LOVE what comes out off our amps collectively... i think that is projected out across the crowd each time we play though and i think that is the reason for the newfound popularity.. then again.. i don't want to anylize it and think too hard about it because who knows what's really happening.. i just know that there's momentum and im rollin w/ it.. at the advice of a dear friend..
yea.. finally..
haha.. im drunk again.. just got home.. went to ge see Sharks and mother fucking Sailors tonight @ the proletariat in h-town.. lemme just tell ya.. they fucking rock.. seriously good local shit.. i just hope that my band can actually add to the local talent instead of being just one of those bands that just plays for the sake of playing.. one of those bands that just plays out to play out and keep the sound guy working..
i want to be someone who changes things and moves things in a forward direction.. who knows..?? we may not be that good and we may not pull all the crowds but so far.. things are moving just to my liking.. i mean really, we've only had 2 maybe 3 shows in houston alone and each time we attract more and more of a crowd.. and together as a band we feel more and more confident together.. at least i really do.
When i first me tup w/ these guys my self esteem and confidence was at an all time low.. i was living in what i thought was the most terrible place on earth..(houston).. and i had just broke up w/ a really possesive girl that was all wrong for me.. though i tried one more time to domesticate myself and make a yet again, spur of the moment relationship happen.. im realizing that nobody can make me happy except me.. that may seem narcicistic and selfish in ways.. but i don't think so.. i think that's what a lot of people need to do is follow what they think is right for them, instead of following a dream of someoen else....
anyway, fuck dreams and problems and all that.. im just glad that im finally in a band that i LOVE and LOVE what comes out off our amps collectively... i think that is projected out across the crowd each time we play though and i think that is the reason for the newfound popularity.. then again.. i don't want to anylize it and think too hard about it because who knows what's really happening.. i just know that there's momentum and im rollin w/ it.. at the advice of a dear friend..
yea.. finally..
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severus:
oh, you don't bother me. i don't hate people who drink at all, just the ones that are obsessed with alcohol, seem to not be able to talk about anything else.. and has to drink to do anything or have 'fun'.
severus:
have you heard the new slayer album yet by the way?