lovewillkillall

yea so the show got cancleled cause of this fucking snow. Pisses me right off. I went to a bar last night with some friends from my hometown and while its nice to see them we live a different life. Like dreamy slutty girls talk to them and look at me like im wierd. Kind of depressing. They put hair gel in and wear nice clothes, i throw on a fucking old hoodie and probably have dingle berries and stink but i go out like that. Then its like a big fucking tease. Like you see boobies and hot little butts in the bar that guys that are bigger and cooler than you are going to fist when they get home, while im left to walk in the snow at 3 am wondering if the river water is really that cold at all. fucking stupid stupid world we live in. I wish i was a pirate or something. fuck it