i have 2 tests tomorrow. i should be studying...
i think i'm getting carpal tunnel. starting today my finger joints hurt like motherfuckers. BAD. like i didn't want to flex them. i suppose that's what happens when i spend so much time on computers at work and in normal life?
i don't know what i want to do with my life. part of me just wants to get that advertising job that buys the nice house and the lexus and make rice krispies treats for my brood before heading off to see my personal trainer. the other part wants to get my phd and join the peace corps and live in a jungle hut before working at the un trying to save the world. i know i will probably end up somewhere in between, but why are these things appealing to me? or anyone else? who decided people should look forward to these types of things? and why have i had this urge for the west coast for the past month? all i can think about is the pacific ocean. i'm being brainwashed
i think i'm getting carpal tunnel. starting today my finger joints hurt like motherfuckers. BAD. like i didn't want to flex them. i suppose that's what happens when i spend so much time on computers at work and in normal life?
i don't know what i want to do with my life. part of me just wants to get that advertising job that buys the nice house and the lexus and make rice krispies treats for my brood before heading off to see my personal trainer. the other part wants to get my phd and join the peace corps and live in a jungle hut before working at the un trying to save the world. i know i will probably end up somewhere in between, but why are these things appealing to me? or anyone else? who decided people should look forward to these types of things? and why have i had this urge for the west coast for the past month? all i can think about is the pacific ocean. i'm being brainwashed

carols_way:
Don't be brainwashed! <3TX.... but yeah I have had very similar desires.... one to graduate move to Houston and settle down near my family and work barily surviving on taking pictures- then I want to go to grad school in Italy and/or at least live in Europe for a few years. Why, I don't know.