lovechild

finished reading vonnegut's "breakfast of champions" this morning.
"To be
the eyes
and ears
and conscience
of the Creator of the Universe,
you fool."
so i guess i would be a robo-creator.

i'm also about 60 pages into "where is here?" a book of short stories by joyce carol oates. her style is so dark and morbidly funny. i think i found a new favorite author.

my heart has literally been hurting since yesterday afternoon. i don't know if it was the trip, the tecates by the pool in the heat, too much ice cream, or weird sleep patterns, but it's really bugging me. it feels sore or kind of constricted. boo. my heart does weird physical things sometimes. my mom used to have heart arythmia or something, but she was also zoinked out all the time due to meds, so i don't think it's a genetic thing.

i might go to fbg later to see sam, but i am sans-transportation, so we'll see. it depends on my sis. i also need to pick up my W2s. i want to be back tomorrow though in time for scott & skirish's extra cred missions tour and 300 at the imax. mcgee is coming into town too i hear and justin is throwing a st patrick's day birthday party. today (?) i think some peeps & i were possibly going to hit up the new irish pub in town...
if my heart doesn't give out