lovechild

i feel like i have a lot to say, but i don't know what exactly

last night i made a list of things i want to do during my lifetime. it's one of the best most all-inclusive lists i've ever made. scott helped me, rolling around on my bed while we were both high. ha! aww. i think my favorite one is
*be in a motorcycle gang
we were going to go to natural bridge caverns today to explore underground...
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there is beauty in solitude, more rarely in connection, and those connections can't be coerced.
that's what makes them life affirming.


i want honesty.
i also don't want anyone to come over to my apartment unexpected ever again unless you are my brother, sister, caro t, tues, wade, or scott.
i don't want to be at anyone's disposal. it makes me claustrophobic.

have you seen...
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the houston trip was awesome. my mom is such a hottie. she is doing great and seeing someone which makes her happy which makes me happy. grandma and grandpa also like to drop mad cash dining out and shopping, so i came home with boxes of leftovers (bleehhh. i don't think i can eat for a week) two more pairs of shoes and some more...
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a brief update. my week has seemed really full and this weekend will be no exception.
this will actually be the first time in a WHOLE YEAR that i have had a real vacation. i have worked/gone to school with no more than a few long weekends straight since last december. kind of weird to think about.

tuesday: went to atx to see the faint/ratatat...
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i've got my last final @ 3.
i'm going to take a break from studying to bitch about it.
it's the scariest class i have. i don't know why i'm stressing out about it so much though. grades really aren't a big deal to me. i guess it's just all the info i have to try to fit in my brain - basically all the...
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last night PerilsOfBeing and i journeyed with carols_way to atx (if my phone was in working condition i would have called mzshaw). we enjoyed some super spicy veggie heaven and intended to go to amoa for a film discussion/presentation, but right as we arrived, they sold out of tickets. carols_way was able to talk herself in (since she needed extra credit for a class) which...
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so i only have one final left on monday. yay!
and i really want to shoot my set. aie aie! i think about it 24/7. i have a cute idea
and i finally ordered my ac adapter for my keyz
last night there was a party @ wizard's and they bought a keg, like 6 little ceasar's pizza, and carols_way made chocolate chip and snickerdoodle...
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(it's actually 1:46)
AHH! i can't go to sleep. and i have to wake up in 5ish hours and take 2 finals.
i have been lying in my bed in the dark for 2 hours.
i even smoked like 30 minutes ago but i can't pass out. i'm wide awake!
i think i officially have a sleeping partner dependence problem. i can't even remember the...
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i feel so great right now. just complete.
i'm hanging out in my big 05 spurs championship tshirt and sophie shorts with my kitty in my arms. i just ate some tasty tasty rose graden again with 3 of my compadres from work. we had an advertising lunch "meeting". they are all so much fun. one new rule that i'm not so psyched about is...
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at schmerk. studying for my final tonight.
i realized that i pretty much have to reread everything we've read in my latin american gender class because 1) the class only met once a week 2) we haven't really discussed any of the material for about 3 weeks. hmm. i never read beautiful flowers of the mequiladora, so i hope i don't have to mention that...
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i just spent an hour and a half playing mad scientist - stripping these tiny little hair thin wires in an attempt to resurrect my subwoofer from the dead, but to no avail. my shop experience has faailed me. do NOT buy klipsch thx speakers. the cord breaks like a bitch.
i think electronics just don't like me