today started out incredibly shitty. beginning yesterday.
i had an appointment with this health club guy who wanted to advertise in my paper and he turned out to be such an asshole. he was so pushy about "deals" and generally condescending that i felt dirty when i left 45 minutes later. i almost cried. i'm such a puss about things like that. they need the... Read More
aghhh!!! today went down pretty similarly for me too. it's the evil that is friday the 13th. maybe i place to much negativity on it, but it always seems to be a fucked up day. may 4th is coming soon!
Sounds like you have a good grasp on things and that you are very aware as to why you feel like you've missed connecting with people in your life. You sound very self assured, and I can only wish you the best in your quest to open up more.
i've been working out a lot more. feeling good, feeling good.
i'm also going to see isabel allende speak tonight on campus. i loved reading her books when i was 15/16. she... Read More
I want/need to work out more, I know I'd be feeling so much better than I do, keep it up.
This war is ridiculous.
I went to an invisible children rally too- it's sick/sad, just thinking about it makes me all teary.
i've always kind of wanted to get married in vegas by an elvis impersonator.
i had a dream last night that i was at a christmas party with my family and a bunch of people i didn't know in a rather large 2 story adobe buliding with a crystal chandelier. a huge muslim family showed up wearing brightly colored saris (different culture yeah) and at... Read More
i really want to skip the rest of today - work + school until 9pm - but i can't. more testsss......
i'm just looking forward to going to ikea tomorrow w/ my lady love carols_way! (i'm so excited to see you!!!)
on the plus side my sales are kicking! so far this month i've got $1,046.30 coming my way and there are still 3... Read More
i wish i had fruit. or some naked juice. mmm.
my fridge is almost completely bare except for some assorted condiments, spicy black bean burgers, and organic peanut butter.
test #1 today went well. he asked some number questions i know i got wrong though.
-lacandon milpas produce 6.5 tons of food (not 11)
-intensive ag & domestication of plants 1st appeared in asia 10,000... Read More
my roommates are laying down the law. oooo. putting the keg outside while i'm gone. i swear i didn't eat $40 worth of pepperoni hot pockets and chicken. i've been vegetarian for about 4 or 5 solid years. their anger stems from the shiner incident, which couldn't be helped because i was trying to host 50 people (i reimbursed them in a timely manner). i... Read More
right now i'm watching my cat stare down two tiny birds sitting on my balcony rail. they're all just kind of hanging out. i don't think suri really has the killer instinct.
the community service thing this morning was nice. my group from the newspaper had about 15 people. our task was to plant flowers around this lutheran church - fucking DIFFICULT because it rained... Read More
today turned out to be WAY more awesome than i originally thought it would be. i woke up under scott's wonderfully comfortable blanket to the sounds of rain (even the annoying contstant dripping gutter noise wasn't that bad), two of my classes were canceled, i skipped out on work for an hour to eat delicious blueberry pancakes and coffee made by my love, in my... Read More
i think i'm getting carpal tunnel. starting today my finger joints hurt like motherfuckers. BAD. like i didn't want to flex them. i suppose that's what happens when i spend so much time on computers at work and in normal life?
i don't know what i want to do with my life. part of me just... Read More
Don't be brainwashed! <3TX.... but yeah I have had very similar desires.... one to graduate move to Houston and settle down near my family and work barily surviving on taking pictures- then I want to go to grad school in Italy and/or at least live in Europe for a few years. Why, I don't know.
this weekend wasn't as lame and tv-oriented as i thought it would be.
*thursday - went to TIPA to do PR crisis managment. learned something new. left two days early with two partners in crime from work and got a "talking to" today by boss lady. oh well. she needs us and loves us.
*friday - start of weekend w/ fam in SA & grandma... Read More
