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I just watched a really cool documentary on G.G. Allin and the Murder Junkies on On Demand, I have to say what an intresting yet completly insane man. I always like to see and learn about people who took a different path in life and what led them to their journey.

So I am trying to be more positive lately and stop focusing on the things that are out of my control, Maybe if I am more positive I will get a better response from people, it is worth a shot.

I recently got back in touch with an old friend, we did not talk for 2 years or so due to personal shit. I am glad I speak to this person again, but I have to say her behavior of late troubles me, when I knew her she did not drink and really did not go out all that much. Fast foward 2 years later and she is going out and getting drunk alot and generally doing things that I do not approve of. She is an awesome women and I just hope she slows down and starts to realize that she is an amazingly beautiful and wonderfully spirited person who has alot more to offer to the world than getting drunk and acting slutty.

I also feel that lately that being straight edge limits the fun that people think I can have. Just becasue I do not drink or do drugs does not mean I am a god danm mormon, I go out people and can have a nice time. Don't treat me like a fucking leper