love_suicide

i'm a little saner...& a little sexier.

seriously though, i'm doing okay. i gave the gun to my dad, bought 2 wedding dresses the other day, dyed my hair black again, going to see TYPE fucking O fucking NEGATIVE next month, & am quite interested in someone special right now. and even though i doubt he reads these things, i'm not going to throw his name out there because he might not want me to, but he knows who he is...or if not, no no...he must know.

anyway, i'm still in love with Chrystal Skye Jordan, my beautiful NOLA belle. keep me posted on you & come see me when you get a chance damn it.

i forgot to mention that my dad gave me $100 for my gun & i had to spend it all on new jeans because i'm so not a size 7 anymore. i tried on a size 1 by mistake & it fit, but the ones i bought are all 3's...i've been eating everytime i feel the least bit hungry. i don't want to look all cracked out.

gabriel is acting like he doesn't want me to ever get kagome back. that makes me so nervous. i know i am going through a rough spell & feeling shitty & needed a break from the kids, but does he not remember the breaks he took everytime we split up, especially when he moved to FL? anyway...