i guess i haven't posted in a while. i haven't had much online time. gabriel doesn't like me to get online & he's not working yet. my bank fucked me over last week, so now i have to get to town in time to sign up with Compass Bank. i hope they do a better job handling my money. i started boxing class today with Nikki. i really enjoyed it. i need to get some boxing gloves & hand wraps, though, so i have to come up with some money. mom's babysitting friday night for me & Gabe to go out, so we're probably going to a party at a mutual friend's house. we don't have very many of those (mutual friends). i miss my old friends, the ones that i'm not allowed to associate with anymore. Gabriel even deleted their numbers out of my phone. it's really hard to lose all my friends so suddenly. at least i still have Kelly (if i ever get to see her) & Nikki (my sister by all rights). i'll try to blog more often, but i don't know how soon that will happen. things are going pretty good overall. Gabe's keeping me well fed & i even cooked my lasagna tonight. it was good. i need to gain a few pounds that i can turn into muscle in boxing class. there is something rewarding about working out & breaking a sweat, knowing i'm doing something to try to firm up my post-babies stomach. also, i can get out my rage on that 50 lb. bag. so hoorah.
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bairdduvessa:
wait? what? yo aren't allowed to see people?
polarbear:
You MUST know that what you are saying doesn't sound right.You may not believe it but there is someone out there who you could fall in love with who wouldn't treat you like a piece of property!! Sounds to me like he's immature and insecure so that's why he treats you that way. Either he needs to get the fuck over that shit like now(he won't) or you need to cut your losses(finally) and let him go! You deserve SO much better sweetie 