So, I'm not moving to Pensacola. Gabriel & I are no more. Too many things were telling me that it wasn't right, so I finally told him Goodbye. It wasn't as hard as I thought it would be. I do feel strange & I know it hasn't fully hit me yet. Expect either mania or depression to kick in hard-core in the next day or so, if not sooner. Here's a poem I wrote immediately after my phoen call with Gabriel. Excuse me, Brian (as he has reverted to his former name).
Untitled Poem:
I've finally done it
Said those vengeful words
Broken the contract
Once and for all
Sex, lies, & alibis
Years of treachery
All that is over
What's next for me?
What's valid to me
Is a purebirth piercing
I've been so long of this mold
It's time I took off these black rings
Time for the story to unfold
Krysiun
6-12-07
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Untitled Poem:
I've finally done it
Said those vengeful words
Broken the contract
Once and for all
Sex, lies, & alibis
Years of treachery
All that is over
What's next for me?
What's valid to me
Is a purebirth piercing
I've been so long of this mold
It's time I took off these black rings
Time for the story to unfold
Krysiun
6-12-07
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