love_suicide

Things are crazy for me lately. I'm confused about love & life. I know what my goals are, but I don't know the best course...I got my kitten yesterday. I'm a little worried about him right now. As far as I know, he has yet to "make". Poor kitty. I feel like my nerves are stressed to the max these days. I am seriously considering getting back on Klonopins. I need some kind of relief. I am planning to apply for Social Security Disability ASAP. I think with the wide array of things wrong with me, I should qualify. I've been told that a lot of people get denied the first few times they try to get on it & I might even need a lawyer. That part sucks, but if I do get approved, the gov't will send me money & I'll get free insurance (Medicaid, the best kind in the US). That's what I need! Then I can get into therapy & get on some nice soothing meds. Wish me luck, please.

PS: I'm still broke & still have beaucoup bills to pay. Therefore, I am still accepting donations on Paypal.com @ goth_pie@yahoo.com. Thanks & have a beautiful day.