ay caramba! yeah, today totally sucked. i didn't get my check & my lawyer decided not give me back any of my retainer. $1700 goes POOF! fuck. my car went dead in the middle of driving through Northport & the starter has been fucked up for over a month. geez. i guess i can't ignore it anymore. i found out that my car insurance payment...
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i dyed my hair yesterday...nothing special, just touched up my roots...
"you can't go out cause your roots are showing, dye 'em black! black black black black number one!" -Type O Negative - Black No. 1
okay, so i am waiting impatiently on my lawyer to finish my papers, so i can move. katana's birthday party is Sunday at 2pm & i am planning on...
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"you can't go out cause your roots are showing, dye 'em black! black black black black number one!" -Type O Negative - Black No. 1
okay, so i am waiting impatiently on my lawyer to finish my papers, so i can move. katana's birthday party is Sunday at 2pm & i am planning on...
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bairdduvessa:
good luck!
turbulence:
I listened to black #1 the other day 
Prepare well even if it takes a day or two longer... good luck!
Prepare well even if it takes a day or two longer... good luck!
okay now i am totally freaked out. a harmless internet seach about "excessive stomach growling" has turned into a new phobia. parasites. worms. are they in my colon? for fuck's sake, i hope not, but just to be sure, i'm ordering a colonic cocktail that includes an anti-parasitic & i'm going to do my damndest to change my diet to the detoxification diet. i think...
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altamedic:
hun first things first. you dont have to worry to much about that crap. in our countries the food is so well taken care of and properly processed ((i know there have been a few glitches here and there)) that this kind of stuff does not happen. It does happen in 3rd world countries , hence why you have to be extremely careful when being a tourist there and watching what all you eat! as for going Vegan, your choice totaly, i know i would never ever go vegan myself but that is just me. hugs hun
thefreak:
That's one crazy poop.
-TM
-TM
today sucked balls. it was hot as hell & i spent too much money at WM again. me & gabriel argued on the phone & it sucked. then his friends didn't want me talking to him anymore & that sucked worse since he's been using their phones to call me. so, now i feel really shitty, because i don't have any way to get in...
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turbulence:
*hug*
thefreak:
Hope shit sorts out.
-TM
-TM
i got the news today that gabriel has pretty much squared away an apartment (2 bedroom, 2 bath) & a job (at the marina) in pensacola, FL, about 10 minutes from the beach. so, here's our chance at that new life we wanted, that fresh start. new place, new faces, new opportunities. it's not miami (where the midwifery school is), but it's closer than gordo...
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thefreak:
Well, here's hoping things work out.
-TM
-TM
tie:
you're welcome 
insomnia...again. how annoying. so very annoying. i look to the aqua teens for solace. soothe me, master shake. okay, i'm delirious. i was playing with my cell phone earlier, spinning it around on my finger with the carabiner. that rhymed. it flew off my finger & hit me in the head. i think it might leave a mark. it hit me pretty hard...hard enough that...
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turbulence:
I'm better - found a real life pic!!!
are webcam girls unethical?
yep it's 2:54am and i can't sleep. work, elavil, damn you, work...but anyway, yeah, i am bored & there is nothing good in my DVR list. so fuck. i have nothing interesting to blog about right now...well, gabriel got my name tattooed on his back last night, so i guess that is semi-interesting. he also got katana & kagome's names. how...
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yep it's 2:54am and i can't sleep. work, elavil, damn you, work...but anyway, yeah, i am bored & there is nothing good in my DVR list. so fuck. i have nothing interesting to blog about right now...well, gabriel got my name tattooed on his back last night, so i guess that is semi-interesting. he also got katana & kagome's names. how...
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turbulence:
Good luck with your job interview!!!
The webcam thing is very temporary. They want young girls. And on the other side your girls will get older and will find out and/or other people will. You could say fuck them, but it's not that easy...
However this job won't count for any job experience / education so it's wasted time, or do you want a minimum wage job in a few years. I bet not.
As I said good luck for the real job interview
PS: Let's not argue about ethical here ... a job is invested time and this time investment has no long term prospects, and no health insurance etc.
The webcam thing is very temporary. They want young girls. And on the other side your girls will get older and will find out and/or other people will. You could say fuck them, but it's not that easy...
However this job won't count for any job experience / education so it's wasted time, or do you want a minimum wage job in a few years. I bet not.
As I said good luck for the real job interview
PS: Let's not argue about ethical here ... a job is invested time and this time investment has no long term prospects, and no health insurance etc.
thefreak:
I have no opinion one way or the other. But is it hurting anyone? No.
-TM
-TM
rumo:
pictures 2 and 4 are my favorite. love the smile and love the ball gag
love_suicide:
Newest K.O.K.
i've been in a pretty shitty mood today ever since i woke up. i guess it didn't help that i woke up to a phone call which was immediately followed by discovering that in the night kagome had taken off her own diaper in the playpen. said diaper was full of shit, i might add, which was all over kagome & the playpen. so, after...
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bairdduvessa:
good luck! i hope things get better
thefreak:
-TM
-TM
last night was fun for a while & then it sucked. i had fun hanging out with a few of my friends, but by the time i headed home i had a terrible headache. by the time i got home, my headache had spread to my tummy, probably a migraine. i wanted to try to sleep, but gabriel called. his friend kept saying mean things...
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polarbear:
Damn dude.I'm really sorry to hear that things are going badly for you lately.Hope they get better soon.
thefreak:
-TM
-TM
bairdduvessa:
Staring down the hole again.
Hands are on my back again.
Survival is my only friend.
Terrified of what may come.-tool
Hands are on my back again.
Survival is my only friend.
Terrified of what may come.-tool
turbulence:
i'm glad you feel better. this will go up and down. but up in the end...
a heart can be fixed and put back in:
*hug*
a heart can be fixed and put back in:
*hug*
does life go on?
this whole week has sucked. today really sucks. i spent $60 on a dr. visit & all my dr. did was look in my ear & write me a few scripts. then i spent $100 on 4 scripts (adderall, elavil, heart med, cough syrup). i have been feeling suicidal, desperate, empty, & lonely for months...maybe years. i need something new in...
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this whole week has sucked. today really sucks. i spent $60 on a dr. visit & all my dr. did was look in my ear & write me a few scripts. then i spent $100 on 4 scripts (adderall, elavil, heart med, cough syrup). i have been feeling suicidal, desperate, empty, & lonely for months...maybe years. i need something new in...
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bairdduvessa:
i wish i could help
turbulence:
New things are on their way just look over the the edge...
*imagine a real hug*
*imagine a real hug*
Get a hug!