louisiana

We've moved. The cat is gone and my house is full of giant monster waterbugs. I tore up the kitchen hunting them down. If I had a kitten here right now, she could catch them all for me. They're so fast, and when I crush them with heavy textbooks they still don't die. I managed to catch one and I didn't have the balls to flush it, so I walked it a few blocks away and put him in a dumpster. What an adventure for a little fellow. They're trying to eat me alive. I'd post a picture of my disgusting arm, but you're better off just googling "waterbug" and "waterbug bites". Good lord, this is terrible.

I'm being told there's no way to get rid of them, especially if your apartment buikding is above a restaurant and catering hall.

Please, please a get-out-of-jail-free card. I want to disappear.



I got on the wrong train this morning and ended up in fuck-nowhere CT. I must have been just pathetic and out of my mind looking enough, because they didn't charge me the very expensive fare for the ticket. They took my $3 ticket and what should have been a 2 minute ride turned into a frantic 3 hours of praying that somehow I'd make it to work on time, and I almost did.

The internet man came, so now there's this. I didn't realize that "getting wireless" just means you now CAN buy wireless, but it isn't what we have. Now it's just a box with a yellow chord connected to my machine, we still have to get a router. I don't understand anything.



I don't think Kevin likes me any more.

It's become very hard to see if there's any realistic hope of things improving, which makes it hard to get through most days. Things are half miserable, half nothing. The best part of the day is being asleep, and dreaming about something or nothing, and getting eaten by waterbugs.

I started drawing again. So there's that.

ETA: My day was capped off by a potentially career-ending incident at work. I think I am losing my mind.