An afternoon to myself after a morning of yoga, and I could not be more thankful.
I am exhausted but in decently good spirits, feeling very thankful for all of the wonderful things in the world, and friends that I share this experience with. Thanks for the holiday cheer, everyone. Thanks for the gifts and cards, and wonderful words.
Cheer.
I never want to turn off the Christmas lights, ever.
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I have this love/hate thing going on with the weather and scenery around here. But I think it might just be that there's charm and what's familiar and consistent, sort of like the point at which depression becomes a comfortable way to exist. I hate this area, but I sort of like the old air/cracked cement-ness of December.
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I am ok in a weird sort of way.
I want to say more but I just drank a whole bottle of neurosleep and I can already feel myself falling away. Happy holidays, my sweet darlings. xoxox
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emanuel:
Happy holidays! ![smile](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/smile.0d0a8d99a741.gif)
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alvynaumagumma:
I keep my Xmas lights up all year round. Happy holidays and upcoming new year ![kiss](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/kiss.fdbea70b77bb.gif)
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