In conclusion to last Wednesday's drama:
Girlfriend comes over. Casually announces, "I'm moving to Boston tomorrow." She said it so casually that I didn't respond appropriately. We didn't go swimming. She came with me to work, to sing with people with dementia. We came home, to boyfriend. It was still early. Again, she casually announced, (this time to him), that tomorrow, she's moving to Boston. He also responded too casually, but it was her own fucking fault for presenting it that way. In her head, she almost definitely had the argument worked out of why she should go and why she can't stay, etc, etc. But we never gave her the fight she could have used it in. It was 8 pm. She left, rather than sleeping over.
That's that I guess. This, I suppose, was the natural and logical time for the relationship to end. I haven't spoken to her since. Maybe the boy has. It's hard to know, because we don't communicate well.
I missed a shoot yesterday because the sky was falling (oops!). I haven't had time to webcam too much, but my video endeavors are nearly edited, and then hopefully, that'll bring some money in.
F r i d a y , what will I do on Friday? Hah! Nothing- showboating around, alone, talking about how logic and reason are held up like this holy end-all-be-all, and how it's all just another system, and not one that for any reason other than self-fulfilling prophecy is any less valid than any other system. Like the god damn god damn god damn encyclopedia, dig?
I gotta have a drink. Who's in NY with nothing to do tonight?
Girlfriend comes over. Casually announces, "I'm moving to Boston tomorrow." She said it so casually that I didn't respond appropriately. We didn't go swimming. She came with me to work, to sing with people with dementia. We came home, to boyfriend. It was still early. Again, she casually announced, (this time to him), that tomorrow, she's moving to Boston. He also responded too casually, but it was her own fucking fault for presenting it that way. In her head, she almost definitely had the argument worked out of why she should go and why she can't stay, etc, etc. But we never gave her the fight she could have used it in. It was 8 pm. She left, rather than sleeping over.
That's that I guess. This, I suppose, was the natural and logical time for the relationship to end. I haven't spoken to her since. Maybe the boy has. It's hard to know, because we don't communicate well.
I missed a shoot yesterday because the sky was falling (oops!). I haven't had time to webcam too much, but my video endeavors are nearly edited, and then hopefully, that'll bring some money in.
F r i d a y , what will I do on Friday? Hah! Nothing- showboating around, alone, talking about how logic and reason are held up like this holy end-all-be-all, and how it's all just another system, and not one that for any reason other than self-fulfilling prophecy is any less valid than any other system. Like the god damn god damn god damn encyclopedia, dig?
I gotta have a drink. Who's in NY with nothing to do tonight?
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wsoxfan:
I'd like nothing better than to spend some time together so we can relax with some good conversation. I'm on somewhat on a roll, in that I've met up with a few other friends from SG recently and it was a good experience for all concerned.
kav:
pucker up, ladylove. 