loudog1

This is significant:

Toni, an old friend with a 7 year old daughter, wants me to move in with her.
We've had a strange relationship over the years. I'd gotten into a habit of telling her everything (and I mean everything) about my life.

She also knows that I've lusted after her for years and she's cool with it. (She's even let me masturbate on the phone with her a few times lately.)

She's told me that she loves me unconditionally and that she trusts me inplicitly.

My common sense tells me not to move in with someone that you have the hots for, but my heart tells me that it's worth the risk, especially if she and I start to get closer.

If it weren't for the facts that I've told her all my secrets (so she knows what to expect) and that she has been willing to help me have a few orgasms, I would not even consider it.

I just have to be cool, not get my hopes up too high, and see what happens.

I've spent my whole life avoiding getting close to women, I think that now I need to suck it up and try to see if something develops between us over the next few months. I think it's worth the risk. Besides, she got new breasts last year and has promised to show them to me.