losty

I'M FUCKED.

I was confused about my rent deposits and ended up owing my landlord rent today, which I had to borrow from my estranged father and stepmother. I looked like a complete moron that cannot handle her own life because I am beyond broke.

Next, a few hours late I lost my job transfer because 1. they don't feel I can handle the work of their fast-paced store in comparison to my small town store 2. I want to work weekends only and they already have staff for that. WTF HAPPENED TO DISCUSSING THIS BEFORE HAND WHEN WE DISCUSSING MY TRANSFER AND SCHEDULE. I am hit from the blind side and feel completely disgusted with this store's management.

I am deciding that I am stronger than bullshit and applying for jobs all over the downtown core. I will be an academic genuis in my program and graduate with honours. I am applying to the military in January so they will pay for my second and third years, give me a monthly salary while in school and give me my first job as a med lab technologist. Iworked too hard to get healthy and stable. I deserve a better life.