losty

I am scared of the future and haunted by my financial situation.

Instead of giving into fear and despair, I am counting my blessings.

* my physical health is improving and I am able to go for daily walks now. IBS is coming under control without the aid of medication and I am enjoying the new way of eating.

* my mental health has improved by leaps and bounds. A few months ago, the doctor lowered the dosage for my anti depressant. Side effects are lessening and I may ask to be taken off the medication.

* despite all the obstacles, I am moving to Kingston, Ontario at the end of August for school. I am entering the Medical Laboratory Science program. Enrollment is limited and the course is 'shit-your-pants' difficult.

* It is possible to sell your underwear for money. I'm looking into this as a way to pay for textboooks. Yes, my financial situation is that BAD.