I was driving home today and this song by Stained came on the radio called "so far away". Really hit me pretty hard, so needless to say, when I got home I downloaded it and listened to it all day at work. Some songs say it better than me sometimes.....
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This is my life
It's not what it was before
All these feelings I've shared
And these dreams
That I'd never lived before
Somebody shake me 'cause I
I must be sleeping
Now that we're here, it's so far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
All the mistakes, one life to take
And I'll finally start to go away
Now that we're here, it's so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive, and I'm not ashamed
To be the person I am today
These are my words
That I've never said before
I think I'm doing okay
And this is the smile
That I've never shown before
Somebody shake me 'cause I
I must be sleeping
Now that we're here, it's so far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
All the mistakes, one life to take
Then I'll finally start to go away
Now that we're here, it's so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive, and I'm not ashamed
To be the person I am today
I'm so afraid of waking
Please don't shake me
Afraid of waking
Please dont shake me
Now that we're here, it's so far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
All the mistakes, one life to take
Then I'll finally start to go away
Now that we're here, it's so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive, and I'm not ashamed
To be the person I am today.
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In other news. I finally started talking to the somewhat new girl at work, Ashley. She is a pretty fun and smart person to be around. She likes a bunch of metaphysical stuff, like I used to. The main reason I got out of it, was cause everyone put me down or thought I was too weird for having an open enough mind to at least inquire into these type of things and consider they are just as valid as most theories out there that try and explain things. Now I think i have a buddy to actually explore different things with. Or at least talk about them with. So yay for that.
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This is my life
It's not what it was before
All these feelings I've shared
And these dreams
That I'd never lived before
Somebody shake me 'cause I
I must be sleeping
Now that we're here, it's so far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
All the mistakes, one life to take
And I'll finally start to go away
Now that we're here, it's so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive, and I'm not ashamed
To be the person I am today
These are my words
That I've never said before
I think I'm doing okay
And this is the smile
That I've never shown before
Somebody shake me 'cause I
I must be sleeping
Now that we're here, it's so far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
All the mistakes, one life to take
Then I'll finally start to go away
Now that we're here, it's so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive, and I'm not ashamed
To be the person I am today
I'm so afraid of waking
Please don't shake me
Afraid of waking
Please dont shake me
Now that we're here, it's so far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
All the mistakes, one life to take
Then I'll finally start to go away
Now that we're here, it's so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive, and I'm not ashamed
To be the person I am today.
****************
In other news. I finally started talking to the somewhat new girl at work, Ashley. She is a pretty fun and smart person to be around. She likes a bunch of metaphysical stuff, like I used to. The main reason I got out of it, was cause everyone put me down or thought I was too weird for having an open enough mind to at least inquire into these type of things and consider they are just as valid as most theories out there that try and explain things. Now I think i have a buddy to actually explore different things with. Or at least talk about them with. So yay for that.
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