I'm sitting here trying to think of something I have to look forward to within the coming month, other than tiresome bouts between me and the antagonist called depression... Lets see.... I hope to be jumping out of a plane again soon. Woohoo for freefalling. The chute ride is pretty extraordinary too. But damn skydiving is pricey. $198.00 for about fifteen minutes of fun. Meh, its worth it. Other than that I might get a new penpal hopefully. This supremely cool girl from Finland, who is ultimately, an angel. I look forward to that a great deal.
I think I should start getting back into archery. Not for hunting puproses, screw hunting. Well, except with a camera perhaps.
Its all about that calm right before you fire an arrow. Makes me feel all Zen like. Back when I'd go shooting like every other day, I began to realize that that was what was so addicting about it. It makes all my thoughts dissappear, and sort of acts as a trigger to get centered. a good nine out of ten thoughts I have nowdays are of the self loathing kind.YUCK. Archery would proove to be good therapy.
I think I care way too much about what other people think about me. Especailly people that dont give a damn about me in any way shape or form. I need some kind of Jolt to wake me outta this slum. Hmm. I could always go play golf during one of those natural electic discharges in the atmosphere we have from time to time. Bzzzzzttt...... *sniffs* "You smell somethin' burnin'?!?"
I think I should start getting back into archery. Not for hunting puproses, screw hunting. Well, except with a camera perhaps.
Its all about that calm right before you fire an arrow. Makes me feel all Zen like. Back when I'd go shooting like every other day, I began to realize that that was what was so addicting about it. It makes all my thoughts dissappear, and sort of acts as a trigger to get centered. a good nine out of ten thoughts I have nowdays are of the self loathing kind.YUCK. Archery would proove to be good therapy.
I think I care way too much about what other people think about me. Especailly people that dont give a damn about me in any way shape or form. I need some kind of Jolt to wake me outta this slum. Hmm. I could always go play golf during one of those natural electic discharges in the atmosphere we have from time to time. Bzzzzzttt...... *sniffs* "You smell somethin' burnin'?!?"
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You're too sweet with your words..
It's nice to hear how much you'd like to travel to Finland.. In which time of the year you think you'd like to visit this place? Would you like to see the light on a summer's midnight, or experience the cold and dark Santa's land in winter? Autumn and spring are really beautiful here as well, the four seasons in here are really different from each other.. I'm not exactly sure where I would take visitors who come from far away lands, but it depends on what the person wants to see of course. I'm always dreaming about traveling and running away as well.. I need to see many places in Asia (especially Japan, which has been my biggest dream since I was 4 or something), and many countries in Europe that I haven't visited yet: Poland, Czech Republic, Italy, France, Hungary... I want to see the whole world..
Yes you can stay on my boat! There are at least 10 members on the crew now, mostly princesses who want to be sailors.
I'll e-mail you about the penpal thing, ok!
Hope you're enjoying your day..
Hugs!
Happiness comes when you don't give a shit what people think of you. I'm looking for that too. I think I'm doing well in my progress. Nowadays I react to lame people not with a slump, a sigh and a 'poor me' but with self-propping anger...'you don't know me! you can't say that! you have no fucking idea how cool I really am! I don't need to stick around here and waste my time with you!'
....and I just ignore them and hang out with people that rock.
Hey, I'm sorry I took so long to answer. And thank you, really, really, really thank you for the little dedication you put up for my friend. She's going to get it soon.
It's very sweet and it's more than anyone could ask for or expect.
Your doing that Zen archery stuff with the Daikyu right? What was the art called again...?