lostjohny

well, i finally got to see my little girl. i woke up late. i forgot to set the alarm, and the ex called to wake me and said "well, it's your daughter" (as in i didn't want to see her ....grrr). we went outside and played in the park for a while -


and when we went back in, her aunt mary said it's time to go and see your cousin connor. sara said no! and clung to me. why does shit like this happen to good people? i'd like to think i'm a good person, i mean i don't commit any devious acts against anyone, and i wish harm to no one. so why? was i hitler in a former life and now paying back the karma in kind? oh well, i still get to see her again later....maybe.