well i got some shocking news tonight. my ex-wife is pregnant. apparently she's having a boy in july. i tried to psych myself up for it, because i knew it would happen, but it still hurts to hear it. the one thing she said that really pissed me off goes like this:
me: "are you going to be able to handle sara and a newborn at the same time?"
her: "well, i deal with sara and kaylee (boyfriends daughter), and these things happen when you start a family."
start a family....i think her definition of family is alot diffrent from mine. i tend to think of a traditional setting of husband and wife, and kids. she KNOWS all i wanted was a family. now that this will not happen for us anymore, i wonder if she says these things out of spite, or just forgetfullness. it took everything i had not to scream at her when she said this.
so once again i'm slipping. i need to get out more, and set up more therapy appointments.
life sucks sometimes.
especialy when you're alone.
me: "are you going to be able to handle sara and a newborn at the same time?"
her: "well, i deal with sara and kaylee (boyfriends daughter), and these things happen when you start a family."
start a family....i think her definition of family is alot diffrent from mine. i tend to think of a traditional setting of husband and wife, and kids. she KNOWS all i wanted was a family. now that this will not happen for us anymore, i wonder if she says these things out of spite, or just forgetfullness. it took everything i had not to scream at her when she said this.
so once again i'm slipping. i need to get out more, and set up more therapy appointments.
life sucks sometimes.
especialy when you're alone.
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i should just bring a pillow and sleep on my desk.
one of those times that being on salary sucks, they don't even have to give me a day off during the week for making me work all weekend.