lostinage

I've never really been scared of to many things but i've always been a very supersticiuos kind of person. I believe i guess in that whole good and bad karma/luck deal. I bring it up because i been having problems lately physically and such. I been spiting up blood for quite a while now, maybe the last month or so, didnt think anything of it. I've just come to realize today as i finally broke down and took a look that i seem to have a cut on the back of my throat. A nice one too.. not even sure how the hell i had it. Thing is though i have no health insurance.. to many fucking jobs here always want ya working like 1000 hours before they even give it, even full time people. I'm currently at a measly 400 hours, so you do the math. I'm SOL, if this is something major i dont know where to go, and if its not i'm still worried.

Knowing me i'm over thinking it, but when you see a nice cut in your throat it makes ya really think. I'm not a moron, i'm just not sure where to go or what to do. i'm already looking through the phone book for anything..