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lostinage

York, PA

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Monday Jan 26, 2004

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Alot of times i wonder if i can really change.. will i always be stuck as the same person, someone who feels how i do and always feels everyone close to him are just out to get him.

I hope deep down i can change.. but theres always the strain i have on me.. It's always like looking at something through glass. Something that i want more than anything in the world, something i've always wanted and its this god damn fucking piece of glass i just can't get past. ITs right there i see it clearly.. its torture to me, it tears me up inside, and it drives me beyond so many limits of sanity.. I just have to hold out longer, not to mcuh longer but enough.. i just fear that i'm going to break soon and from that i'll lose it all over again.. i'll have to watch what i want walk out of my life.

I am in love, i know i am.. its just that at the same time it can hurt so much. Deep inside i hurt so much, i ache to feel her touch, to run my fingers through her hair. God just to know her scent, anything.. you see how crazy its made me.. I'm sure i sound like a psycho but this is hwo i feel. To hold her thats the most i could ever ask for.. even if its only a moment it would still be worth every second of it.
papawheelie:
hrm, yeah, i thought it seemed a little sticky inside, hahaha

just kidding... the alligatior was such a perfect prop
Jan 27, 2004
pyronautica:
Baby you don't know,what you do to me.
Between me and you, I feel a chemistry.
Won't let noone come and take your place.
Cause the love you give can't be replaced.
See noone else love me like you do.
That's why I want to spend my life with you.
Wanna please you in anyway I can.
Wanna share my world don't you understand.

Your love is a one in a million it goes on and on and on
you give me a really good feelin all day long.
Your love is a one in a million it goes on and on and on
you give me a really good feelin all day long.

Turn me inside out make my heart speak.
Don't want nobody else you are all I need.
Personality(ty) in everything you do(do)
Makes me love everything bout you.
Your smile your style so fly I can't deny
I got a crush on you and that's true indeed.
I'm diggin you your makin me believe.

Your love is a one in a million it goes on and on and on
you give me a really good feelin all day long.
Your love is a one in a million it goes on and on and on
you give me a really good feelin all day long.

I'll give you anything you want from me anything you want anything you need
anything your soul desires
Jan 27, 2004

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