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someone please tell me why i can't do anything right?

She's fucking right.. she really is.. I can't let shit go.. and all we do is argue. Does this mean that we shouldn't be togther? Does it mean i'm mentally insane.. am i really just an asshole boyfriend, am i even ready to be a boyfriend?!

I know i'm in love.. i've never experienced anything...
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pyronautica:
You shouldn't hate yourself. You're hating the person I love. frown
goatsgotohell:
You have any time off next weekend? I'm supposed to have Thursday, Friday, and Saturday off and I might see if some people want to hang out either Friday or Saturday.

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Ok i still havent heard from the Bar in Harrisburg, but i did call the guys cell phone and left a messege. So i got my fingers crossed i hear back at the very least. I had also gotten a call from the same bar but its branch down here in York today, i got my interview with them tommorrow at 3:15.

I really bad...
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asvetic:
Oh no, not the HARDWARE BAR!!!

That place so ROCKS (really I'm just saying that, cause it doesn't). But if that's where you want to sling the hash, that's cool, oh I mean suds bub.

See you at the INN TOWNE be there by 8:30ish if you can.
(aol: Davidcross101)
pyronautica:
Buy me a burrito.
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I have the Shortest Attention span i swear.. I just finally bought a new Video Game which i think i'm taking back as it is and i play for like 30 mins then BAM i'm bored with it. Gah.. someone shot me..

I shouldnt have spent the money.. damn me for being so moronic.
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banshee1:
Hello. I've only lived in Sterling, VA for two years (moved from NM) so I don't know how it was back in the day but other than the traffic woes I don't mind it here at all. I went through a whole...I FUCKING HATE NORTHERN VA...phase a bit ago mainly because of the traffic situation, my shit commute into work and also how conservative DC/NOVA is. but I I'm pretty much over that now.

When did you move from here?
asvetic:
really bo peep, you know that poem is about gettin high, most nursery rhymes are though...

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Sometimes i dont know why i am the way i am.. if anything does happen i deserve it, especially if its something bad. Never stops to amaze me how fucking stupid and moronic I really am.. can't even look at myself right now in the mirror without being disgusted with who and what i see.

She's right I'm sure, things happen because of how I...
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Ok so once again i can't fucking sleep.. i need to shot myself. I think its cause i'm so nervous about if this job offer is going to call me back.

I been so bored and shit that i made pudding.. souly for the fact to make it, not to even eat it. I made a pot of pudding put it in the fridge then...
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pyronautica:
You're so cute when you're restless. kiss
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KICK ASS!!! I just got a phone call from the new night club intown and i have an interview at 6!

Thats freaking sweet.. i'm all excited now but i don't want to jinx it so i'm shuting up.

BTW i'm totally in love, you all know this but i can't stop saying it and shes know it.
pyronautica:
HOORAY!!! That is so cool! HOORAY! I'm so excited for you!! HOORAY!!! I can't say it enough! HOORAY!!!
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I hate bills.. and i ahte job hunting but it has to be done. I'm going to run off and jump in the shower, i feel dirty and i hate being dirty, well not in the good way dirty but you know what i mean.. then its off to bed for a little.

Love you all be careful and look out of muskrats.
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Its been 2 and a half hours since i watched her walk away to board her plane. I've just finally decided to come upstairs here and check my journal and the site and its hit me like a train. I miss her more than ever before, i feel like i was completely whole, that everything was perfect and i was the happiest i've ever been...
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pyronautica:
I've got power tools.

Though, I think I like pudding better. Chocolate pudding.
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Welll HELLO WORLD!!!

I'm still alive and finallyupdating this thing. I got a hella bite mark on my arm from Pyroerotica, but don't worry its not infected.

Still looking for work but i'm still hanging tuff. Love you all!
verifythis:
You're in our living room!!!!!!! CHINPOKOMON!!!!!!!!!!!! biggrin
starsandsmokes:
... the name of the bar is kclinger's, it's a really cool place, tons of beer on tap, and the people that work there are all really nice, there is another one that opened recently somewhere near harrisburg in a town called yocumtown, it's called kclinger's publick house...
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Alright so i been spending most of today so far and yesterday doing some cleaning. Pyroerotica is going to be here the day after tommorrow and i'm VERY HELLA excited for it. I just want everything to be great. I'm even trying to make sure my room is perfect and that nothing looks out of place and its still so bad.

I been waiting for...
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asvetic:
plus you could give us doubles at single prices...Bitch
sal_paradise:
hiya...yes, good to hear from fellow Susquehanna river folk. Good luck with the bars...there are a ton around here ya know...