lostidentity

I don't even know where to start. I got rejected for a new job opening, turned schizo because I thought someone I had a crush on wanted to ignore me (apparently it was not the case), have further increased my laziness to the point where I haven't cleaned/organized anything for two weeks, I have also increased my sleep time, consistently whining, and now I have a common annoying medical issue that is really bothering me (if you read my comment in the post you phone number thread for the two hours I had it posted before I edited it, you'd know exactly what I was refering to. I'm so embarassed that I posted that because it had absolutely nothing to do with anything), my grandmother is in the hospital due to breathing problems although they couldn't find anything wrong, I have a really bad gut feeling that something will happen to my car, I have no money, and I still want to go gambling. Yeah, I have so much going for me right now.

I keep looking at my profile pic and realize I actually have something to look forward to.