lostidentity

Not having a loved one nearby is making me feel very dry. Saying this makes me feel very pathetic. Saying I'm pathetic makes me feel guilty. Saying I'm pathetic makes me feel guilty, makes me feel

I have a very big fault when it comes to human interactions. I get jealous very easily. Does this make me an attention whore? YES! But its the type of attention that makes me feel comfortable with this. Just a one minute phone call without expecting it makes me sooooooooo happy. I'm definitley not trying to justify that being an attention whore is a good thing.

By the way, it may sound silly, but not having my favorite baking pan is making me very very sad. I haven't cooked anything worthwhile in at least a month. It was a big non-stick deep baking pan and it was the most easiest to clean. My dumb lazy ass didn't clean it for a couple of days though, and I think the water damaged it and left some rust spots on it. Plus, I used a metal spatula on it too. I found some good online deals on pans though.

Whats really making me sick though is how this 'battery raping' I got has basically destroyed me financially for the next couple of weeks. It is a godammed generic battery too. I don't think I'll be going there for a while.

On a positive note: who am I kidding, there is no positive note. There is a chance for one later though....*hint* I'll post a pic when its doen!