lostidentity

Well, when you're a dork, nothing much happens unless you yourself force it to. I think I will buy a gun soon and just get it over with. Not for attention mind you, but just to get rid of the pain. I don't understand why I have to live with this depressive feeling in my heart 75% of the time. Do you guys experience this frequently? I am only assuming that most of you only experience it 25-30% of the time.