lostidentity

I wanted to look at my college degree, but I didn't have the heart to. The last time I looked at it was when I first received it. It was a month after I graduated, I felt excited for a total of two minutes, put it in my drawer, and havn't looked at it since. This was three years ago. Now, I still do the same type of work, am dying to get into a new position, and those positions are being given to temp workers who later prove themselves, and end up being hired. What does a temp worker have that I don't have? I don't believe I am smarter or better because I have this degree. It was in my third year of college when I realized that college is really sweetened up bullshit. Bull and even more shit. But its what companies want to see out of their employees. So I have mine, what good has it done for me so far? I wouldn't be saying anything like this if it wasn't for the fact that temps are in positions that I want. Did I screw up so bad to the point where my company, who I"m loyal to and show up every day to work, believes that a temp is more valuable to them than me? People would give up a limb to be my age. I hope that soon I can take advantage of this and actually build up some confidence in myself and make something out of my life.