lostidentity

I had one journal entry in which I wished no one had commented on, but it would be very hypocritical to say such a thing as "don't comment in my journal". In fact, when someone says something in my journal, I take it as a criticism, both good and bad, which helps me figure myself out and helps me cut out my bad habits. So, thank you to those who have made comments.


One thing that really scares me is that many times I believe that I've masturbated so much, that it makes it harder to get off when I'm actually with a woman. I have an embarassingly long drought. The last time I felt some titties let alone get laid was almost a year ago. This is very embarassing to say, but I'm actually laughing with you at myself cause I think its funny in a 'cute' way. I wish I was a virgin though, but I still kinda am. I've only done it once and it was a horrible experience cause I didn't give a fuck about the chick. I've done certain things at an age way before most other people, like get high and drunk. I've also done things way too late than others, like get laid. Shocking eh? lol...probably not. Keep this in mind though peeps. In Greece, I'd be more than willing to bet that most girls lose their virginity when they're like 19 or 20 cause their mothers brainwash them into thinking that EVERY man only wants to fuck them. They are rotten bitches though cause they know you want them, and they dont' even give you a hug.