lostidentity

I want to buy an SG a gift. I bought one last year for one and me being my sensitive self, really fucked it up by offering more. Like, whenever anyone expresses some kind of interest or actually responds back to me, I get all excited and probably become way too involved being that I don't get that reaction from peeps to often. Gah...I would like to think I've all but eliminated that from my social skillz repetroire....REHPETWAH..........lololol.....the most absurd thing is how I delteted this person from my friends lists while cleaning out others who just didn't belong, I deleted her.... wtf? why or more importanly, how did that happen????? yikes I must me very mental.