Well then, the christmas time is on its eves. The most dreadfull time for some, and the most joyfull times for others. Mine is very sneaky at work. Everyone passes out these meaningless cards and the only thing they write is their name. I received about six of them and those who wrote a little bit more than their name get brownie points in my book. I make sure that every year I only have three favorites for which I buy stuff for and totally surprise them. I only received two gifts this year from my co-workers and they are from two people I really like. Thats just the way I like to keep it 
I don't like christmas times gift association so I hate it when I have to buy, except for my three favorites, and I really hate receiving them. I'm just a fucking grinch year round and thats one thing I will always stick to. And its funny for me because I always like to think how much people like me and when it comes to gifts, I'm so ignored that it does really make me laugh. People really do think I'm just one miserable fuck...which is true 50% of the time without the fucking. The reason I think I don't get gifts is because people think I'm fake which aggrivates me which is why I describe myself as a grinch muthafuckas. haha....thats my new name..grinchmuthafuckas...ya and add the fact that I'm Greek to the bill and you get one gyrosouvlakigrinchasshole posting his boring life on he godam internet....but be honest, you don't think I"m fake do ya?
dam, I just avoid people because I think they're fake, and here I got people ignoring me because they think I'm fake.
I've bought more gifts for people outside of the x-mas timeframe than I've ever bought for pollyanna. And seriously and honestly, I don't expect anything back but after getting people stuff and not getting anything in return really makes me stop and think of what people think and expect out of me.
You know what? I have a new year resolution. Starting January first, I will buy a different person a $10 gift each week and see how good I feel about myself. Ok, maybe every two weeks as I can see thats spending like $560 for people who don't care about me. Maybe I can turn some hearts and heads with this and get a lil positive aura around me.
I love SG! I love those of you who are reading this
Merry holidays and happy new year!!!
I don't like christmas times gift association so I hate it when I have to buy, except for my three favorites, and I really hate receiving them. I'm just a fucking grinch year round and thats one thing I will always stick to. And its funny for me because I always like to think how much people like me and when it comes to gifts, I'm so ignored that it does really make me laugh. People really do think I'm just one miserable fuck...which is true 50% of the time without the fucking. The reason I think I don't get gifts is because people think I'm fake which aggrivates me which is why I describe myself as a grinch muthafuckas. haha....thats my new name..grinchmuthafuckas...ya and add the fact that I'm Greek to the bill and you get one gyrosouvlakigrinchasshole posting his boring life on he godam internet....but be honest, you don't think I"m fake do ya?
dam, I just avoid people because I think they're fake, and here I got people ignoring me because they think I'm fake.
I've bought more gifts for people outside of the x-mas timeframe than I've ever bought for pollyanna. And seriously and honestly, I don't expect anything back but after getting people stuff and not getting anything in return really makes me stop and think of what people think and expect out of me.
You know what? I have a new year resolution. Starting January first, I will buy a different person a $10 gift each week and see how good I feel about myself. Ok, maybe every two weeks as I can see thats spending like $560 for people who don't care about me. Maybe I can turn some hearts and heads with this and get a lil positive aura around me.
I love SG! I love those of you who are reading this
Merry holidays and happy new year!!!
-TM