lostidentity

Note to self: I think I am falling in love. Well, at least the first layers of it anyway. Once again my paranoia kicks in as I wait hour by hour, minute after minute, hoping for a call or a text message. She is 100% Greek, same age, shares the same core values when it comes to family. I don't want to make too big of a deal out of this, but the Greek thing is very important to me. Its something I would sacrifice a lot to have in a partner. She speaks Greek very fluently and its so much better being able to have someone else to share Greek stories with. Not that these stories are only for Greeks, but its sometimes difficult telling things to non-Greeks because they haven't experienced these things. We have been talking on the phone frequently, and last night, we met for the first time. I was very pleasantly whisked away by her eyes and smile and voice. I can only hope she felt the same. The one thing I am very scared of is that if she doesn't feel that there is anything between us, she will simply ignore me. I would much rather have someone tell me something, than have me figure it out. This paranoia is killing me!