I actually went out last night for a couple hours. Lots of laughing and lots of really fucking hot women, but the kind who know they're hot, which intimidates me so I just stare at their tits and hopefully creep them out a lil.
So a couple weeks ago on a Friday, the highway route was backed up for 14 miles so I told a co-worker of mine we should go out for a beer. Her eyes lit up as apparently, another girl who works in the same area cancelled out on her. So we talked shit on this chic who just so happens to be the same chic whom I have written off as a fake for cancelling out on me all the time a few months back. "I can't believe she did this to me" and "you are so right, she not only did it to you, but did it to me" were some of the phrases she was telling me. Anyway, she said that she had rescheduled for next friday and that if she pussied out on her again, she'd completely write her off, and for that Friday, she'd go out with me. Well, Monday, the chic pussied out, and I said, so we're on for Friday right? Yes...............come friday, I told her "where are we going tonight?".........Oh, well, I have to work tonight...I'm so sorry, blah blah blah.......
THere you have it folks. My past seven years of life story. This would help explain why I keep my fucking word, and why I surprise people when I show up on time and show up in the first place......I show up even after a night of drunken conversation "hey wannnnaaaaaaa ggggo to theis game tommorow?.......shhhhhhhurr" and I obviously am drunk, but still remember shit.
ya, well, who else will pussy out on me? I'm sitting here thinkin I'm pathetic and a loser, when in fact I'm the one who scares people because I'm such a good person. Yea, I rule!!! Its a awkward feeling when you realize that people actually look at you as being better than them because you're naive, kind-hearted, not a liar, and not cocky. While I take a lot of pride in sticking to my words, thats not to say I haven't done a few fucked up things to people either. Anyway, I"m not even sure why I'm writing this here but I'm bored, and bored, and bored.
Anyway, my point is that I went out last night with a group of guys who didn't cancel out on me and didn't try to come up with some petty excuse that they don't want to hang with me cause I'm not a pretty face to look at.
Its very awesome that I recognize what most people judge me as. THe problem is, how do I use it to my advantage?
So a couple weeks ago on a Friday, the highway route was backed up for 14 miles so I told a co-worker of mine we should go out for a beer. Her eyes lit up as apparently, another girl who works in the same area cancelled out on her. So we talked shit on this chic who just so happens to be the same chic whom I have written off as a fake for cancelling out on me all the time a few months back. "I can't believe she did this to me" and "you are so right, she not only did it to you, but did it to me" were some of the phrases she was telling me. Anyway, she said that she had rescheduled for next friday and that if she pussied out on her again, she'd completely write her off, and for that Friday, she'd go out with me. Well, Monday, the chic pussied out, and I said, so we're on for Friday right? Yes...............come friday, I told her "where are we going tonight?".........Oh, well, I have to work tonight...I'm so sorry, blah blah blah.......
THere you have it folks. My past seven years of life story. This would help explain why I keep my fucking word, and why I surprise people when I show up on time and show up in the first place......I show up even after a night of drunken conversation "hey wannnnaaaaaaa ggggo to theis game tommorow?.......shhhhhhhurr" and I obviously am drunk, but still remember shit.
ya, well, who else will pussy out on me? I'm sitting here thinkin I'm pathetic and a loser, when in fact I'm the one who scares people because I'm such a good person. Yea, I rule!!! Its a awkward feeling when you realize that people actually look at you as being better than them because you're naive, kind-hearted, not a liar, and not cocky. While I take a lot of pride in sticking to my words, thats not to say I haven't done a few fucked up things to people either. Anyway, I"m not even sure why I'm writing this here but I'm bored, and bored, and bored.
Anyway, my point is that I went out last night with a group of guys who didn't cancel out on me and didn't try to come up with some petty excuse that they don't want to hang with me cause I'm not a pretty face to look at.
Its very awesome that I recognize what most people judge me as. THe problem is, how do I use it to my advantage?