Saturday Apr 05, 2003

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my friend josh is supposed to call me when he gets off work, but i dont think thats gonna happen, and i hafta pretend im ok with it.
hes probably gonna go over to kari's (said with a sarcastic and somewhat annoyed tone.) house tonight instead. mad
i think hes thinking shes the kinda girl he could fall in love with and im just a fuck.
well, i may be just a fuck, but i have feelings too (even though ive chosen to put myself in the position of being seen as a guy with a pussy) maybe im too open, sexually. i enjoy sex, but im not a hoe or a slut.
sorry, ive been feeling kinda depressed and bored with myself the last two days and i dont know why
*sigh*
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big_dave:
Sounds from your dreams that they should be parachuting you in over Bagdhad to sort this shit out...

wink
tarnish:
I went to two crappy raves at a place called "smokey's" in baldwin park. Then I went to Audiotistik and fell in love. I haven't had the time or money to continue raving on and sort of regular basis. But I would love to go again. I can honestly say, the night of audio was the best night of my life.
I've listened to a lot of different types of music. And I like almost everything I have heard that can be associated with raves EXCEPT happy hardcore. It gives me a headache. but trance is cool. me likes. know of any good raves coming up?

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