lost_to_me

Blah blabbity blah. Things are abnormally mundane and boring lately. I
can't seem to get a grip on my pessimism (spelled right?). For the life
of me there just doesn't seem to be any light at the end of the tunnel
for me. Girls talk 2 much or don't talk enough, interesting or
insulting. I don't think this is a good time of year to be without
someone. But its always been my bad season for relationships. I can't
eve count how many times I've been dumped before the holiday season.
Whatev. There's more important things to focus on right now, like
getting another job, traveling for my birthday, saving $$$ for bills
starting school and maybe a business.

Blah blah blah. I'm gonna go feel sorry for myself away from the
internet.

Jeremy aka "the jerk"