lost_to_me

Hello. Its been a wonderfully horrific week. In my head. Its really
tough sometimes to come to terms with your emotions. No one said it
would be easy. So this is slightly rhetoric. But that's what the journal
is here for. Venting. Easier to vent to a stranger who's responses u
don't have to really deal with. Unless they actually comment down below.
Which is always appreciated cause its affirming to know someone IS
indeed listening.

Listening to my life. I wish we could all listen better, talk more
efficiently, and be more compassionate towards one another; as opposed
to desperate for ourselves. In the most selfish sense I wish this. Cause
I know its worse for others. Worse than the petty shit I'm dealing with,
and if I think this is bad; then what the fuck do REAL problems hurt
like? My prayer to anyone or anything listening is exactly that. In hope
humans can evolve just a little, and theoretically a lot of pain and
suffering would be left behind, givng more time for more important
things.

Not Religously Yours;

Jeremy aka "the jerk"