lost_to_me

still no job. but i wont quit no matter what!

so yeah. its been about 3 weeks, maybe even 4 and the funds are

running low.

any ideas or generous prosperous people out there?



other than that all is well. i wish there were more SG members in the NM area though! what the heck is up with that?

is there any way out of a mess that just so happens to be the proper path in life? making sense out of the obstacles and choices requires alittle more mutli0tasking than im capable of at this moment in time.

but thats life i suppose right? you can't really get anywher without making decisions and sacrifices.

i miss someone, and don't want to have to....
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SPEAK SWEET CHILD, AND FIND OUT THROUGH DISCOMFORT


They smiled at each other while eating breakfast in the car. A fast food restaurant is what they would always put themselves through in the not so early mornings before going to work. Both loving hard working people, both in love with the other, but both with secrets.
Her eyes looking out of the window, wondering what...
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should i stay or should i go now?! its really the question that has haunted me a lot lately.

hope no-one takes this the wrong way. but sometimes i really question the whole reasoning to myself for having an account on this site. ive seen plenty of journal entries that are similar to this in subject.

but besides the every now and again outing to...
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So took a picture of a Delorian on the freeway!

Yes. I was driving. Don't worry I was careful! But yeah. It was super
grand.

Other than that nothing too exciting work was slow and the days seem
to drag until my vacation starts!

Oh yeah I got invited to a psuedo rockstar wedding in las vegas! Its
either that or a log cabin in...
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ok. well wow.

halloween was awsome! ive got a couple of pictures from it but they are just of me, so its not too exciting.

i went to the castro on monday! man it was so crazy. ive never seen that many people in one place ever! ive been to some pretty big concerts and such in my time, but there was something to the...
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Dude. So not in NM right now. But hopefully my halloween will be just as
fun here. I'm hoping so.

Anyone got a good idea? Or great plans?


J.C.

FIRST OFF thanks everyone for the comments on my birthday. i now know what the little ballon next to peoples names means! i never really bothered to try and figure that one out. so if ive missed you on u're bday IM SORRY.

ok. commence reading the below.............

thank the gods (yes plural)
so somewhere, somehow someone decided to deposit $$ into my account. so...
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Hello. Its been a wonderfully horrific week. In my head. Its really
tough sometimes to come to terms with your emotions. No one said it
would be easy. So this is slightly rhetoric. But that's what the journal
is here for. Venting. Easier to vent to a stranger who's responses u
don't have to really deal with. Unless they actually comment down below.
Which is...
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i hate this town, this world this place in general. when is it all gonna stop?

Well this week zoomed by. Or so it seems anyways. I definately recall a
couple of days where it wasn't so quick. MYSPACE is sucking the life out
of me. Actually the whole internet is doing that. I think I'm gonna try
to take a serious break from the internet.
And I mean the WHOLE internet. Imagine that.

Nothing else too riveting in my report....
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Check it!

http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendID=7935458&blogID=51973694&Mytoken=64B74BEA-9ADD-4A16-930A69E70503136B2477365171

Its the first blog on the list.
Jeremy aka "the jerk"

ok now hopefully this link will take you to my blog on myspace