lost_dog

I'm so bushed with everything right now. Still looking for some full-time proper work, something that will test me, rather than the STUPID FUCKING FILING AND SHIT that I'm doing now.

Got an interview monday though, so....

Had the most god awful row with one of my best friends today and I feel its irrepairable. I think that I might now have lost him forever. He's been going through some changes over the last year and unfortunately this has seen him alienate a lot of those close to him. Today it seems I now fit that bag too, much against my wishes. But what can one do? It's hard to stay close to someone who just doesn't seem to want you there.

Hurts like a bitch though, I can tell you. Has even made me shed a few tears today.

I've always said that the shit times in life are there to make you appreciate the good times more. I just wish some of those good times would come my way again soon. I'm getting a bit fed up with the knocks at the moment.

Tell me something fun you lovely people.



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