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Thursday May 01, 2003

May 1, 2003
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I haven't been able to carry on a coherent conversation since Saturday. I killed my abs on Tuesday and now I can't walk standing up straight. I forgot to brush my teeth today. I have precious few clean clothes left. I've been fully awake maybe once in the last 4 years and that was last weekend. My house smells like weed now; but this is the smell of change. It brings with it the hope that tomorrow, I will cease to be a complete and utter waste of space.

"For one moment I can see clearly
the weight of the world
don't seem so bad and
I think tomorrow will be the day that
I get my shit together
and give up this crying game
cuz I've been here before and
I know that I will be here once again."

Current Tunes: Strung Out - Deville robot
lost_cause:
Update: I'm still a complete and utter waste of space.
May 2, 2003
adenwilliam:
it makes me sad to think that only you and me are the only people on this site that have listed dead blue sky as one of our fav bands.....
May 2, 2003

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