lorybeth

ugh i get so irritated with myself, and how indecisive i am. ive been so fucking set on getting out of teh army and going to hair school in So Cal (close to LA somwhere). lately ive been thinking about a particular fact....i dont like the sun or the heat. so where the hell does that leave me. LA is going to be sun ALL THE TIME. so where the fuck should i live...alaska (was there when i was a kid-its beautiful), washington-seattle might be fun...fuck i dont know. grrrr...im such a gypsy i dont like the idea of getting stuck in one place. and of course when i talk to my sis about me she asks if ive thought about a different job...something that travels (she's not too keen on the whole me going to hair school thing) i just want to stay in a room and read for the rest of my life....blah blah blah