lorybeth

well what do ya know, as of a few weeks ago eric told me that him and his x are "talking about things" long story short he went right back to her. ive been crying ever since. that was the first time i had been completely happy. like no bullshit, actually happy. and look what happened, he left and 2 weeks later he already replaced me. what is so wrong with me that i can be replaced so easily. if it hadnt been so amazing this wouldnt hurt so bad. i keep trying to tell myself im okay and that ive cried my last tears. then more fall. life keeps kicking me down im at a point that i cant even stand back up