i swear everything is falling apart...my family, my sisters, all i really have left are no longer speaking to each other, and no i dont mean as in a silly little fight. i mean as in carole has deleted jessica's phone number and other things and is cutting jess out of her life. long story short it was just one straw too many. im not mad at either because i get it, i mean you have to do what will make your life better....i just. my family has always been really fucked up. theres never really been an extended family, just my mom and us 3 girls. mom died, and now jess and carole are out of each others lives. here i am, somewhere in the middle. with a broken heart. makes me miss my mom really bad. and i dont want to talk to my "friends" here, i dont feel like they deserve to know about my real life anymore. they dont really care, ive come to terms with the fact that they arent really my friends, we work together and live in the same barracks, but when it comes down to it, thats all it is....so here i am, no real friends, and the little family i have is falling apart...i feel utter emptyness
poindexterthegr8:
hey, you should read my latest entry from just this evening. i went to a funeral, well it shouldnt have been called that. should have been as asshole, fuckface, stab your own kin roundup as far as im concerned.
nostalgiazero:
I'll be your friend but I charge by the month.