lorybeth

wow...ive been looking forward to this Marine Ball so much. i got the dress, was planning the hair style, made the appts. but most of all i was looking forward to finally seeing my boyfriend after a month and a half. well i just got an email from him ( the first communication we've had since he's left) and the ball got cancelled. they are still docking that day and they MIGHT be allowed to get off ship. but hell who the fuck knows. and on top of it my friend fucking knew that it was cancelled for the last few days and didnt tell me. im all sort of man and emotional right now...fuck