loriekelly

So, another night of nothing really. No sleep. Just watching The L Word. I finished season 4. This sucks. I mean seriously, this whole fucking around shit and being single works for me, but I just really want a girl right now. I don't know what it is. I don't know that I like it, but I can't exactly ignore it. I mean, I'll never sleep again if I do. I would have to say that I have a bit on me right now and if I can't get some stuff worked out, everything is going to get worse than it already is. I mean, I don't really feel like I'm in the best of places right now, in terms of shit that I should be doing. I just wish I knew what really sparked this. And I wish I knew why all of a sudden I feel incredibly gay. I mean, it's so intense that I don't feel like I'll go back. I want to call myself a lesbian now. I can't bring myself to, but I feel it. Ahhhh, sexuality.