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one of these perfect days

Some days I feel like I just want to sit down and look at the world like it was a movie, I walk around see all the things around me in a way that it all is so very special. every laugh that leaves some persons lips, every object that is touched by the wind and every silent hour that passes in my head.
I see it all as the most beautiful thing that can ever happen. And it's all around me.

I guess that these days I'm also more closed, more easilly hurt. If something forces me to get out of it all, anything hurtful that happens, anything that I consider happens too fast. But when it's all perfect I can let go of those things too, take a new breath and just continue with my way the world works for a day. And sometimes I've felt like I need to be alone in these moments, but now I've learned that I can take it with me even if I spend time with someone. All my friends are wonderful, wonderful as it all is around me.



- which one of your thoughts scares you the most?

SPOILERS! (Click to view)
to be cought in the feelings I once had, when I see myself trapped in a cold and dark cave with sharp walls. But still when the sharp walls are the only comfort I have. I wish I could just lay down and sleep in a dark corner of the cave on some cold floor close my eyes and let it all pass until I somehow will be able to get out, if I could leave the comforting sharp walls. But the cave have no floor, I keep falling, have to stay awake. Falling but still trapped. There's no sense of freedom in it all. When the people around me, the ones that thinks they're supporting me, giving me comfort, all they have in my cave is slimey hands that reaches through the walls and they all try and take me just to pull me, drag in different directions and I have to stay away from them as well.

VIEW 21 of 21 COMMENTS
jonnytrrrash7:
i'm afraid that i haven't done everything that i could have before dying.

but i think i fear the SG 4.0 more than death right now! wink tongue
Jun 11, 2006
toothpickmoe:
None worth repeating, really. wink
Jun 11, 2006

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