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Sunday Feb 06, 2005

Feb 6, 2005
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I am a black hole. I wander directionless through the ether, singling out the brightest stars so I can suck them in and crush them.

So that was a shitty week frown

I spent the first half of it with the flu, and then I split up with my girl. It was definitely the right thing to do - I just wasn't into it at all, and we'd only been seeing each other for a couple of months so it's best to stop things now before they get out of hand. Plus we're likely to end up living 4 hours apart pretty soon.

Despite all that rationalisation, I still feel like a complete asshole. However, after telling her how I feel, that was the first time for about the last 3 weeks where giving her a hug didn't somehow feel like lying to her.
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opticnerve:
You know it's wrong when your hands start feeling clammy and anxiety shortens your breath when you see your significant other.

[Edited on Feb 06, 2005 3:49PM]
Feb 6, 2005
pulp_x:
Sorry to hear you had a shitty week, sounds pretty stressful. Dont beat yourself up though, it's never easy being the "bad guy" You did what you had to do. Hope your feeling better smile

[Edited on Feb 07, 2005 12:25PM]
Feb 7, 2005

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