In other news, I think I might have hurt my friend (insert pouty, teary eyed smiley here). I love her, and I think she knows that regardless. I just hope she can understand that I don't really yet know what it is I'm trying to accomplish here, and it's as confusing and painful to others as it is myself. There's no intent by it, just unfortunate side effects. We all need to fall down a certain number of times before we learn how to pick ourselves up, and stay up. I think she can understand this because we were both at the flying daggers. I'm sorry though, and that's something I've very rarely ever said in my life. For what it's worth.
In other news, I think I might have hurt my friend (insert pouty, teary eyed smiley here). I love her, and I think she knows that regardless. I just hope she can understand that I don't really yet know what it is I'm trying to accomplish here, and it's as confusing and painful to others as it is myself. There's no intent by it, just unfortunate side effects. We all need to fall down a certain number of times before we learn how to pick ourselves up, and stay up. I think she can understand this because we were both at the flying daggers. I'm sorry though, and that's something I've very rarely ever said in my life. For what it's worth.
last night did kinda suck. it's funny, but as flaky and noncommittal as i am, i HATE it when things don't go as planned. i guess i feel like if i commit to a time, then ....
yah, i'm not sure what's been going on lately, but there's definitely been a much different vibe.
hope it goes away ... like the carefree wind ...
[Edited on Apr 24, 2005 12:28AM]