lorensoth

Ever feel like life decided it wanted to make you its punching bag?

My Grandma's death was a right uppercut, and now my car failing inspection and costing two thousand five hundred bucks to fix is a wonderful left hook I didn't really see coming.

The Wake and Funeral were emotional torture for me, knowing my grandmother is gone is such a blow to me that I don't want to let myself fully feel it. Having people shake my hand saying they were sorry for three hours... having to be a pallbearer at the Funeral, and then sitting through the ceremony... so many people who knew her and loved her... I almost feel like I didn't know her well enough

The only thing that has gotten me through any of this... is that I have quite foolishly fallen in love with a girl... a girl who has quite foolishly fallen in love with me