Soooo its Friday night at 2:36am and I am rather drunk and very horny
This will be my last weekend of freedom for awhile, start up classes next week AND I have been constantly thinking about the situation I am in with the girl I have known for five years. In my mind I know I want to fuck her till she cant see straight, but there is another part of me thats knows it would be best if nothing happened between us.
The reasoning rational part of my brain is not helping my libido at all. Her and I went out on Wendsday for dinner and a movie (something we have done many times over the years). Seems like whenever I am around her I act like a bit of a clown and I really would rather not. But I imagine it is a defensive thing due to the fact that I want her in some very naughty ways.
Funny how that has been the main thing on my mind, amazing what grabbing some double D tits will do to a man. Rather pathetic in a way, I should know better by now. I cannot figure out if she really wants to be with me in "that way" but I know I do, even though any relationship other then friends we might have would be a bit sketchy at best.
We somehow got on the anal sex topic and I told her not to knock it till you've tried it, but it seems she is very paranoid about her own butt. Many people are but Its funny as to why, I mean its your own body so why not find out all its pleasure zones.
/sigh what I wouldn't give to suck on those titties...
ah well wishful thinking and ranting on SG wont do much, time for the dark sleep
This will be my last weekend of freedom for awhile, start up classes next week AND I have been constantly thinking about the situation I am in with the girl I have known for five years. In my mind I know I want to fuck her till she cant see straight, but there is another part of me thats knows it would be best if nothing happened between us.
The reasoning rational part of my brain is not helping my libido at all. Her and I went out on Wendsday for dinner and a movie (something we have done many times over the years). Seems like whenever I am around her I act like a bit of a clown and I really would rather not. But I imagine it is a defensive thing due to the fact that I want her in some very naughty ways.
Funny how that has been the main thing on my mind, amazing what grabbing some double D tits will do to a man. Rather pathetic in a way, I should know better by now. I cannot figure out if she really wants to be with me in "that way" but I know I do, even though any relationship other then friends we might have would be a bit sketchy at best.
We somehow got on the anal sex topic and I told her not to knock it till you've tried it, but it seems she is very paranoid about her own butt. Many people are but Its funny as to why, I mean its your own body so why not find out all its pleasure zones.
/sigh what I wouldn't give to suck on those titties...
ah well wishful thinking and ranting on SG wont do much, time for the dark sleep